I missed your 21st birthday, I been up at 'emAlmost tried to call you, don't know if I shouldHate to picture you half drunk, happyHate to think you went out without meI'm sorry if you blame me, if I were you I wouldThought you'd see it comin' but you never couldI still haven't heard from your familyBut you said your mom always loved meSometimes I go blurry-eyedSmall talk and you tell me that you're on fireLights on and it's black and whiteI couldn't stay foreverI see the look in your eye and I'm biting my tongueYou'll be the love of my life when I was youngWhen the night is over don't call me upI'm already underI get a little bit alone sometimes and I miss you againI'll be the love of your life inside your headWhen the night is over don't call me upI'm already underAudrey said she saw you out past twelve o'clockJust because you're hurting doesn't mean I'm notIf it doesn't go away by the the time I turn 30I made a mistake and I'll tell you I'm sorry (Sorry)Sometimes I go blurry-eyedSmall talk and you tell me that you're on fireLights on and it's black and whiteI couldn't stay foreverI see the look in your eye and I'm biting my tongueYou'll be the love of my life when I was youngWhen the night is over don't call me upI'm already underI get a little bit alone sometimes and I miss you againI'll be the love of your life inside your headWhen the night is over don't call me upI'm already under